Perfect?

Before I forget cause i will. Isn't that how life is? We forget so we can move on. It gets us through the hard times. My recent relationship has ended. It lasted for like 4 yrs. Its the longest relationship I have ever had, and its now over. Its been about 2 months now. I've gone on a date once and in my mind Perfect... Though now I wonder how good was it. I guess it was one sided. So to document this before I forget as I always do I wanted to write about it.

The girl was beautiful and cute. She had a wonderful smile that could make anyone melt. I met her at a club and from the moment I saw her I thought she was beautiful. She gave me her email where we chatted back and forth for a bit. We finally made the steps to have a date. And what date it was. I picked her up at the airport from whence we then traveled to a mall to get her a new outfit. (it was like 90 that day...a sunday) After the mall we went to a japanese restaurant where we were able to get a seating. A bottle of sake and great food. Our date continued beyond our set 8 oclock time we originally scheduled and we went for a walk and a had a glass of wine. After that a look at the stars and a walk on a pier led us to a kiss. Granted I was buzzed and her too but it was great. From there a walk to a beautiful hotel. A drink for each of us and dessert. A palm read and then a drive to a lounge. A trip to my place, a burrito, and a innocent sleep. (hard to do) The next day. A drive home and now nothing... I don't understand and thats all I want.